Have you ever felt like you’re on the verge of discovering the answers you’ve been seeking for a really long time? Maybe you don’t even know what the questions are anymore but you just feel that if you turn this corner or go to this place, everything will fall into place and you’ll finally understand. I have felt like this, off and on, for the past few months. Sometimes I don’t mind feeling like this because it gives me something to look forward to – the thrill of the chase, maybe? But tonight, it’s just frustrating. I don’t want to not find these magical answers again. I’m tired of this. I’m tired of feeling this way. I want to punch someone in the face. I want to run away and hide. I want to feel safe again. I want to know, you know?
I don’t say this very often, but my friends, I need you.