You’re amazing, I’m attracted.
You know when you like someone and you decide you want to try really hard NOT to and so you go through a day or so blissfully free of any daydreams about how perfect this person is?
You know how when you walk outside your office and you see said person from a distance walking back to his office? And you watch him because ah! he’s pretty and you can still look but just remember that he’s probably a jerk and you wouldn’t like him anyway?
And you know how when he stops by the homeless man asking for change and he gets money out of his wallet and GIVES IT TO SAID HOMELESS MAN ALL WHILE YOU’RE WATCHING AND FALLING MADLY IN LOVE WITH HIM EVEN MORE BECAUSE OH MY GOD HE’S NICE TO EVERYONE.
I mean really, God. This stopped being funny a long time ago. Either give me the balls to act like a normal human being around him or make December come in a hurry because if I can’t have him, I need to be on the other side of the country where I cannot witness him be compassionate.